misery

i was just told that i will be losing my job september one.

i don't love it when the rug is pulled out from underneath me. i just don't.

and i know that i should look at this as an opportunity for growth. and someday soon, i know i will see it like that. i will get off my bum and fix my resume and find a kick bum, paid internship that provides me with great supervision and enough moola to live on. and i will look back to today as a great blessing.

but for now, i just want to cry. so in 45 minutes when i walk out of the office today and down to my car and drive to the center to say good-bye to another client and have a couple of second-to-last sessions with other clients, i will probably cry my eyes out.





*update: i did not cry. it's amazing what a couple Journey songs can do for the soul. "believin'....street lights...." sing it with me...."up and down the boulevard..."

and coming home to a bunch of these helped a lot too :). thanks, Aubs!!

6 comments:

Aubrey said...

Lets go do something! Let me love you!

Rapier Family said...

You always have such a good outlook on things. We jsut got back from your area and things never slowed down so i never got a chance to call you, but i just wanted to let you know you were on my mind and i'm sad we weren't able to drop by and say Hi. Miss you and i hope all is well.

¡emily frame! said...

if you think for one second that you would ever find out anything significant about me on my blog you are loco!

Kit said...

. . .When God shuts a door, he opens a window....
I am already praising Him for preparing a wonderful paid and supervised internship for you that will move you forward in your career in ways you could only dream about!!!

Sorry i wasn't there to give you a shoulder! Sure love you, Charity!!!!

Jenn Daniels said...

Maybe you could move to AZ and we could go to lunch every Friday and lobby the state gov. for pro family legislation or something? Just a thought - a wishful, blissful thought that you might be my neighbor someday. Miss you Charity! Thanks for always leaving love notes on my blog. XXOO - Jenn

Melly Mel said...

We are truly all going to miss you Charity! I can't get over the fact that you are leaving us. You have a purity about you that this place needs. You keep us all in line. You keep us rooted to what we all need to do. Who will fill your spot? I think it's impossible. WE ALL LOVE YOU CHAIRTY.